Friday, June 13, 2014

Innalillah..perginya seorang Abah.. :'(

Assalamualaikum..

Baru beberapa minggu lepas aku post pasal keadaan kesihatan abah aku yang makin kritikal..
MasyaAllah..sekejap sahaja Allah panggil Abah pulang..
Innalillahiwainnailaihiroji'un..
Kehilangan yang sangat dirasai oleh kami semua..
Allahyarham pergi setelah usai mengimamkan solat Zohor berjemaah di Surau Mydin Mall USJ..
MasyaAllah..begitu mulia dan senangnya arwah pergi..
Semoga arwah abah tenang bersemadi di sana dan di tempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman..ameen.. :'(

Ya Allah..Kau ampunilah dosa-dosa abahku dan Kau terimalah segala kebaikannya serta Kau tempatkanlah beliau di kalangan para solihin..ameen.. :'(

My Way by Frank Sinatra

And now, the end is near;
And so I face the final curtain.
My friend, I'll say it clear,
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.

I've lived a life that's full.
I've traveled each and ev'ry highway;
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Regrets, I've had a few;
But then again, too few to mention.
I did what I had to do
And saw it through without exception.

I planned each charted course;
Each careful step along the byway,
But more, much more than this,
I did it my way.

Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
When I bit off more than I could chew.
But through it all, when there was doubt,
I ate it up and spit it out.
I faced it all and I stood tall;
And did it my way.

I've loved, I've laughed and cried.
I've had my fill; my share of losing.
And now, as tears subside,
I find it all so amusing.

To think I did all that;
And may I say - not in a shy way,
"No, oh no not me,
I did it my way".

For what is a man, what has he got?
If not himself, then he has naught.
To say the things he truly feels;
And not the words of one who kneels.
The record shows I took the blows -
And did it my way! 
 
Antara bait-bait lagu terakhir yang dinyanyikan oleh arwah enam hari sebelum meninggalkan alam fana ini..
Yes..You did your way abah..
Aku tak mampu nak coretkan banyak cerita hari-hari terakhir sebelum arwah pergi meninggalkan kami..terlalu sedih..
Ya Allah..kuatkanlah hati kami dan titipkanlah rasa redha dalam hati2 kami untuk meneruskan kehidupan tanpa seorang abah..
Kau kuatkanlah hati mamaku untuk meneruskan hari2nya tanpa insan yang bergelar suami..
Kau dekatkanlah dirinya dengan diriMu supaya hidupnya lebih tenang dan aman menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang..
Ameen..